Friday, September 5, 2014

My Resignation Letter

This is hard to write. Even the "post title" is so difficult to type. I always thought I would pastor and lead the community of Terrace Heights Baptist for a very long time. 11 years of attending, 10+ years of being on staff, and 6+ years of being the interim, or lead pastor, and it seems so short. I plan on writing a lot in the upcoming days, weeks, months to share thoughts and experiences that are just bursting inside of me to share--both about the past and as we look into God's future plans for us. But being in the present means I need to share with you all that I am resigning as the lead pastor at THBC. THBC is the only place I've known in my pastoral ministry life. It is home. But God has called us to go, so we only know that we need to obey. He has directed us to go to Tucson, Arizona and plant a new church.




Here is my letter that we sent out on Wednesday to our congregation:


Members and friends of Terrace Heights Baptist,


I wish I could discuss this issue with each of you face to face, but I am constrained by time to handle this by letter. It is my duty to inform you that I will be resigning my position as pastor of Terrace Heights Baptist Church, effective after the necessary transitional pieces for THBC and my family are in place. After the sale of our house, my family and I will be moving to Tucson, Arizona with the intention of partnering with the North American Mission Board as church planters.


Our Life Together


Eleven years ago, Jolene and I first walked through the doors of THBC after being invited by Roger LeBlanc after a city league softball game. Marie Turner was the first to greet Jolene, and Marie’s genuineness left quite the impression on her, and was indicative of the church community as a whole. The church was about to go through the 40 Days of Purpose book in their small groups and I reluctantly agreed with Jolene to sign up for the group that met at Mike and Sandy Gill’s house.


A lot has changed since that September Sunday in 2003. Jolene and I arrived as spiritual babies, needing spiritual milk. God used many of you to bring us into spiritual maturity, and in turn, God called us to shepherd and lead our congregation into that same maturity in Christ. I think we can recall 1 Corinthians 1:26-27 at this point: “Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong.” You all believed this and called me to be your pastor. What an adventure it has been; God has proved his faithfulness time and time again.


Many of you are my closest friends. All of you are prayed for and loved. We have grown together, cried together, laughed together and played together. We planted a church, we sent out missionaries, we planted a tree, and we anticipated the Lord’s coming again together. You have fearlessly and unconditionally loved my wife and my kids—not every pastor can say that. Above all we have sought to be obedient together and have glorified God and His Son, Jesus, together.


Why?


The question I know will be asked: Why Tucson? The story is long, but I will try to be brief. Five years ago, Jolene and I visited Tucson on vacation and came away with a strong belief that we would return and live there some day. It was a feeling that was undeniable for both of us and we always thought it would be well after the kids graduate. Later that same year, after attending the Northwest Baptist Convention in November, God impressed on me the desire to plant churches. This is when the idea to plant a church in Moxee began forming and coming to fruition. Through following years, Tucson and church planting began to marinate in my mind and heart and they collided together this past March.


I was excited for the church planting class this past semester in seminary as Michael Johnson (our church planter in Moxee) and I were able to take it together. I was excited for all the practical help we were going to receive as we planted the Moxee church together. But God had different ideas. At first I was perplexed and disappointed as we were taught about church planting in the city with an urban emphasis, and many of the practical helps I was expecting were non-existent. The first two days of class were frustrating. Saturday morning started out the same and we began an exercise where a picture of a city would be displayed and we would have to share how we would begin to plant a church in that context. A picture of an important city in England, then Dubai in the Middle East—what does planting a church in these cities have to do with me, Yakima, and Moxee? My turn was next to share and I waited for the picture to see what I’d have to come up with. Yes, the picture was of Tucson, Arizona. God woke me up and it began to flow out of my mouth what Jolene and I would do if we were dropped in the middle of Tucson. My perspective changed, my love for Tucson changed, and my attitude towards all we had been taught up to that point changed.


I should not be surprised that God began unfolding his plan to Jolene and me. Through consistent prayer and faithful mentors we began the discerning process of when to go. After the kids graduate from high school; maybe when Ashtyn is done with elementary school; next year we could travel there to check it out after we’ve planned and saved up money; all of these options were shot down. We had no choice but to visit Tucson this year and see firsthand what God was leading us to. We went in July and one thing was made clear to us: God wants us to move to Tucson and begin the process of planting a church. There are still questions, but the step of obedience for us is clear.


This whole process has not come without great emotional distress for our whole family. We are excited to be doing what God wants us to do, but we are pained when we think about the relationships we will leave behind. Here we have a healthy church body, stability in our finances, a great elementary school for our kids, and all of you. But now we will be moving to a new city, new home, new schools, and a new church. But new is good. Good for us, and good for you too.


What Next?


The timing of our departure is tentative and much of it depends on the sale of our house. This will not stop us from beginning to move forward with the process of selecting a new lead pastor. Those of you who have been around a while know that the process works. Those of you who are new need to hang in there and with much prayer follow the lead of those who you have entrusted as leaders to serve the church at this time. You can trust them to approach the coming challenges with prayer and genuine concern to seek God’s will. As for me, I will continue to pour my heart and soul into preaching and teaching the Word of God and into prayer for you. For as long as I am here I am “all in” as your pastor, and when I leave I will still be “all in” as your friend and partner in Christ because I believe in what God is doing here at THBC and in the leadership and people of this congregation.


I know many of you will have questions and I will do my best to help us all process this whole event. As for us, we have one thing to ask from you: Will you send us out like missionaries like we sent out the Pumpellys? Would you join with us as partners? Will you be our “Mother Church” like we are for the River Church? We can’t see it any other way but to partner with those who we love so much.


Saying goodbye is part of life, maybe the most important part. It is certainly one of the most difficult things we ever do. I don’t imagine this goodbye-saying will be easy. But the goal, what we are really looking forward to—and it will come eventually—is the gratitude to God we will feel for the many years we have been granted to be friends in Christ. And that is what you all are to me, dear, dear friends.


Your friend and pastor,
Luke

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